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Fertility: What I Wish I’d Known

Fempower Health founder, Georgie Kovacs, articulates what it’s like to be past her own fertility journey and look back. Here is what she wishes she had known years before she began trying to conceive. To read more about Georgie’s individual journey, click here.

Fertility is Unknown Territory

First, until you’ve been through something, you will never understand it as well as once you’ve gone through it. This means that you have to give yourself a break. There are a lot of “coulda, woulda, shouldas” in fertility. You cannot anticipate what you will or won’t encounter in your own journey.

It’s like having a wedding. Once you have a wedding, you reflect back to all of the times you were in or around weddings and had opinions. Pre-experience thoughts and feelings are very different than post-experience thoughts and feelings. And once you’ve been through something, you have an unparalleled shift in understanding and empathy for others.

Even after I had a baby, I can look with such clarity on all of the missed opportunities to help out or communicate better with friends who have children. I could have bought more thoughtful presents, but I just didn’t know.

And the reality is, you don’t know what you don’t know. There is such an immense gap even in what fertility specialists do and don’t know. The number of unexplained fertility diagnoses alone is testimony to that. In large part, women are the champions of their own health when it comes to overall wellness and especially fertility. That’s why there is such an acute need for Fertility4Me and platforms like this, that do some of the research work for you and provide a context for connection.

Every journey is unpredictable and uncontrollable. Acknowledging that your journey will be personal and challenging is the only way to find peace. You will make the best decision you can on the day that you make it. Own that and rest in it.

Georgie Kovacs and Dr. Seckin

Planning for Fertility and Childbearing is Possible

When it comes to IVF, the data shows that it takes an average of 2.7 rounds of IVF to get pregnant. I know some women who’ve been doing IVF for 10 years, trying to have a baby. It’s really easy to get on an emotional roller coaster with fertility treatments. You think, “next month it’s going to work,” or, “the next round is going to succeed.”

The reality is, as you get older, it will be harder to get pregnant and it costs a lot of money. If you don’t set some sort of boundary for yourself, it will be an endless journey.

I’m not saying be rigid but you do have to be realistic. You probably have a budget. Things will come up and in a moment you may choose to do something else. The boundaries and planning provide guidelines that protect you from making bad decisions in an emotional state.

As I look back, there are moments when my gut told me not to move forward with something and I stuck to plans. When you pay for something, you feel like you “must” go forward because you’re committed to it. In hindsight, my body was telling me what I needed. I was on the ride of “must,” because I wanted things fast.

Using tools like visualization and meditation are very helpful.

Georgie Kovacs and Dr. Jeffrey Braverman

Be Mindful of Using Banked Embryos

Many women will bank their embryos and move forward with fertility treatments. There is an urgency to rush into pregnancy. The waiting is very hard. It’s equally important to know why treatment or embryos may not be successful. If you’ve had a lot of negative pregnancy tests, you have to assess your own stress.

  • If you are at your max stress level, a couple months of waiting may be okay. Your body needs to be ready.

  • If your endometrial lining isn’t where it’s supposed to be, do what you need to do to take care of your health.

  • If you’ve had multiple miscarriages and you’ve got a couple of frozen embryos left and you’re in your 40s, could you wait and find answers to why you miscarried?

The frozen embryos are the youngest you will ever have and you want to be thoughtful about using them. In the process of building my own family, after I had my son (with whom I had used fresh eggs), we tried to have another child. For that, I used frozen embryos from the earliest days of my fertility journey. I did so under the pressure of knowing that my endometriosis was returning and the urgency of my timeline. In other words, I felt like I had to have a baby, NOW. The reality was, I wasn’t in a place in my life where having another child would have been the right path. I was highly stressed and had a lot of complicated events in my personal life. I had a chemical pregnancy. No embryos. I was only 43 but it was clear my journey was at an end.

Georgie Kovacs walking with her son